Since we moved to Myrtle Creek and Jenna had become a part of the young women’s program, she has suggested that the ward do a trunk or treat. Our ward has never done anything for Halloween – which is okay – but it is, without a doubt, her favorite holiday. This year the young women’s president has arranged a Halloween party – the event starts at 6:00. Jenna, meanwhile, has made another commitment. Roland is working. I was not too thrilled with the idea mingling with 50 – 100 people that may or may not be in the tiny church building. If neither Jenna nor Roland are not going to go, I’m certainly not going. I do feel bad for not supporting our YW pres. though I’m certain there will be a good attendance. I have had such a huge case of the pandemic blues right now that I KNOW I will NOT be of great company.
As I had mentioned in a previous post,
the pandemic seems to have resorted me back to my introverted ways. I think I have allowed myself to become more
introverted than I was before we moved to Oregon. It’s not that I’m staying holed up in my
house necessarily. I get out and walk
Bonnie. I have visited with others off
and on. I have been somewhat on the blue
side. I’m not depressed necessarily but
I am definitely not ecstatic. Just blah, I guess. Not at all social able.
Jenna, on the other hand, has been helping
to set up and practicing her part for a haunted house type thing that I have
never seen advertised. I wouldn’t even
know about it if she wasn’t involved.
But I have driven her out to the airport a couple of times. Or near the airport. I don’t know if the building is part of the
airport or if it just appears to be – after all there is a different entrance –
maybe even mailbox. I had turned into
the airport the first time, and it might go around to where the building was
located, but barriers had been put up. I
already felt like I was trespassing.
We had Bonnie with us the first time I dropped her off. We walked around to see if there was another opening. Jenna would have climbed through the barbwire fencing if I hadn’t stopped her. We loaded back into the car and looked for an alternate route. This is what the airport might look like from the building we drove to.
That’s where Jenna will be tonight and
tomorrow night. Meanwhile I will
probably keep the lights down or off, ignore the door, and watch sappy
Christmas movies on the Hallmark channel.
Roland said he initially had tomorrow off
but requested extra hours. Great. Not quite Anakin Skywalker who appeared to
have good intentions for going to the dark side. This article gives examples of both being a hero and a villain.
There are many parallels about direction that I’m reminded of. Did I mention that I really hate Roland’s
job? I hate that he seems to depend more
upon himself than upon a higher power. I
can see it going either way. I don’t
expect that he’ll ever turn into Darth Vader.
He’s more of a storm trooper at times. That annoys me.
