More Emotions and Light the World
Three hours after my last post I had gone from hurt to angry – which is not a cool emotion either but I would rather be angry. I don’t have to deal with mucus or go through tissues when I am angry. In my last post had said that with each “fuel” added I have relived past emotions believing I hadn’t learned anything. However I have gone through the “stages” a lot quicker this time than in years past. Before I had gone to bed I had convinced myself that I no longer care. I’m not saying that’s a good thing. But I am happy to feel this way as opposed to sobbing uncontrollably. I also realized my poor reaction may have been due to a lack of sleep. I have been able to sleep much better when I am no longer emotionally invested. I believe that God experiences emotions such as joy, anger and sadness. God is immortal. He may cry bu...