I
feel like it is a safe guess
to
say that my family has been 
to
Yellowstone at least 15 times 
from
the time I was born and up 
until
my father’s death.  
 
I
remember fires having 
closed
Yellowstone Park – 
but
never flooding.  
This
weather has been so strange.
I
know that I mentioned 
how
tired I get 
each
time the wind blows.  
I
don’t know why it
has sent me 
into
a coma so often – like 
I’m taking
sleeping pills that 
knock
me out into another week.  
The
fact that it really does happen 
is
strange.
 
I
also get hot 
whenever
it rains.  
When
I am sound asleep and 
the
rain is pounding 
on
the roof, it is not the 
sound
that wakes me up.  
 
It
is the rising temperature 
in
my body.  
Why
does it do that?  
Why
would I get hot when 
the
rain itself is so cold?  
That
is also strange.
 
I
never referred to the summer 
as
“fire season” until 
I
moved to Oregon.  
The
first exposure I had to it was
the
year 2015 when 
we
first moved to Oregon.  
 
I
don’t remember the
fire marker
being
set to low in 
July
through September. 
I don’t recall our
first exposure to
 smoke and
haze until
August of 2015 when we 
chose to explore Grants Pass.  
It has been smoky most Augusts that 
we have assisted at the pear farm
in Medford. 
Strange.
 
And now it’s wet.  
Wetter than I remember Oregon 
being this late in June – 
if at all.  
I don’t wish to
see fire season delayed.  
I would like to not see it at all.  
Or smell it. 
Or breath it. 
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I want to stay safe.  
I want the weather to stay cool.  
I like the 50 – 60 temperatures.  
I don’t like the
constant vacillation of 
“today will be in the low 40s but may 
end in the high 80s.”
  That isn’t nice!