In the Church of Jesus Christ there
is a meeting in which members of the congregation are encouraged to make their
way to the stand to bear their testimonies.
This meeting takes place once a month – usually the first Sunday of each
month. General Conference also falls on
the first Sunday of the month and so testimony meeting gets moved to either the
last week of the month prior or to the second week (depending on the ward or
stake). In the South Umpqua ward we have
held testimony meeting the week prior – except this year.
On March 26 we had stake conference –
which is a geographical boundary made of up several wards
April 1 and 2 was General Conference
(which is when the meetings are broadcast world wide)
April 9 Easter program
Thus our testimony meeting was not
until the 16th of this month.
I
recall sitting through a many of sacrament meetings as a youth in which
testimony meeting especially seemed to drag.
Either a person would make his/her way to the stand and drone on
endlessly or else there was such a lull of space in between each testimony that
the silence often seemed to account for a longer amount of time.
There were several things on my
mind. Jaime had made a surprise
visit. I am so grateful to have her so
close to home. I have also grown a lot
due to the “Come Follow Me” program in addition to my current living situation –
becoming more tolerable I guess and feeling like I have become (and continue to
become) a better person as I compare my own faults to the scriptures direction
on how to improve.
During the week I had asked for the
Spirit to be with me that I might express my thoughts without detraining from the
testimony’s purpose. Bishop had announced
that we keep our testimonies short and sweet – which this ward members seem to
be really great at – and there are rarely lulls or distractions like some
meetings of my past.
I mentioned how the “Come Follow Me”
program has assisted me with my current living situation and how grateful I
have been for the examples each have given me.
I was then prompted to sit down.
“But I still have more to say,” I
thought.
I sat down without expressing my
gratitude for Jaime and being at a close distance. And so I am expressing it here.