A year ago today, mom lost her driver’s license. It’s hard to believe how much of her memory has been wiped out in such a short time. Yesterday she seemed almost comatose to me. Her birthday is not until June. Jenna asked if we could go to her house to celebrate. There were tears in my eye because I honestly don’t know where she’ll be six months from now.
On the Saturday before the New Year, we took my mom to the movies with us. We were late getting to the movie and so had to sit in front. “Life of Pi” is NOT a comedy – unless maybe one is watching it with another who has dementia.
I sat between my mom and Jenna. Jenna rattled on about the movie and animals and explained things in detail (as though I wasn’t sitting there watching it myself) and my mom would make these off-the-wall comments that made me laugh.
Mom’s memory right now doesn’t allow her to retain what she has watched from scene to scene. I don’t know if she remembered why the pair was in the water. But she did ask, “Why doesn’t he just throw the tiger out of the boat?”
“The tiger is too big. He can’t just throw it out.”
“Well, if it was me, I would just shoot him with a gun.”
I start to laugh. How does one obtain a gun if marooned in the ocean? He hadn’t chosen to be stranded out there. And then the very idea of my mom with a gun is laughable. We had found one in her mother’s apartment several years ago (before I had met Roland) and treated it as though it was a dead mouse.
I took Jenna to the library on Monday afternoon. The auditorium had been set up with plastic water bottles, streamers, paper plates, beads, and icicles. Children were encouraged to make noise maker (shakers) and party hats to welcome in the “new year” – which wouldn’t officially start until twelve hours after the celebration.
They played a few games – including “hot potato” and “Simon says” before the “New Year’s” countdown. It was cute watching the children countdown to noon with all the enthusiasm of it being midnight.
Jenna enjoyed herself. What she seemed to enjoy the most was being in the company of a friend from Church. His mom invited Jenna to do a family home evening with them later on. And so Jenna went over to her friend’s house for pizza and a lesson on setting goals. I think there was another celebration to welcome in the New Year. She was home before 9:00.
Roland and I started in on the pizza while she was gone. No new year’s snacks this year. But it was typical of my new year’s holiday – boring.
Bill had talked to Roland about meeting at my mom’s house. He called when Jenna was gone. But Roland wanted just a quiet evening at home. Unlike last year, Jenna made it until after midnight. She could have probably kept on going if I hadn’t wanted to go to bed myself. I was tired.
So on New Year’s Day itself we met Kayla and Bill at my mom’s house. We played a few games. Not much. The kids were getting restless. We all left to return to our homes about the same time.
Corey called shortly thereafter. First he talked to mom and asked what she’d been doing. She remembered that all of us were there, but she also informed Corey that we had gone for a hike. Really?
Corey then called me to get the truth of the story. It’s been less than 40 degrees outside. Like I’d really take my mom and the babies out in 40 degree weather. Like Roland and I are even in shape to go hiking.
It’s been a tiring year. I hope our families may be less stressed in 2013.